|  | CONTENTS DedicationThis book is dedicated to the memory of Matthew Shepard.
 Translator's Preface Francis Conlan
 Acknowledgments Francis Conlan
 Introduction Francis Conlan
 Translator's Notes Francis Conlan
 Foreword to Part One Brian Greig
 Part One:My Gay Pride Declaration
 Preamble to Part One
 Chapter One:Jottings Notebook
 The path I walked until I was able to admit that I like 
                      what I like
 1 The courage to admit that I like what I like
 2 The anguish involved in not being able to admit that you 
                      like what you like
 3 The joy of being able to admit that I like what I like
 Chapter Two:Self-Analysis Notebook
 The path leading to my acknowledgment and acceptance of 
                      myself as the person I am.
 1 The know-how involved in becoming an ideal partner
 2 The sexual pilgrimage I made before meeting my partner
 3 The agonies homosexuals experience as members of a social 
                      minority
 4 Towards movements which aim to eliminate discrimination 
                      against homosexuals
 Chapter Three:Explanation Notebook
 From us, members of a social minority to you, members of 
                      the social majority.
 1 The homosexual lifestyle
 2 From me, the homosexual to you, the heterosexual
 3 Towards becoming a pioneering homosexual couple
 4 A word from my partner
 Postscript to Part One
 Foreword to Part Two John Hyde
 Part Two:Our Partnership
 Preamble
 Chapter Four:Our Love Notebook
 The Genesis of Our Love.
 1 Our fateful meeting. Ryuta Yanase
 2 Finding the courage to announce to my family that I have 
                      a lover. Ryuta Yanase
 3 Moving towards setting up house with my partner. Ryuta 
                      Yanase
 Chapter Five:Life Notebook
 Building a Life for Ourselves.
 1 The bewilderment which accompanied our living together. 
                      The curtain is lifted on a story time. Satoru Ito
 2 The loneliness of living in a room that represents a fortress 
                      of isolation in someone else's house. Ryuta Yanase
 3 Days of unholy clashes. Ryuta Yanase
 4 Indications of a relationship with open communication. 
                      Satoru Ito
 Chapter Six:Homosexual Notebook
 The Happiness We Seek.
 1 The fight to overcome my feeling of self-rejection. Ryuta 
                      Yanase
 2 Feeling comfortable with Gay Pride. Satoru Ito
 Postscript to Part Two
 About the authors
 Notes
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